The memory is
different this time. Usually memories become old and worn over the years, but
the memory of the pit is still fresh in my mind. I can still feel the rats
crawling up my neck, down my shirt, nipping at my skin. I shudder as I think of
the horrific darkness that consumed me in that chamber. I shouldn't have even
been subjected to such living hell in the first place…. Some people say that
life isn't fair, and I have to agree, but what could I have done to deserve
torture to that extremity? As I lay on
this creaky, dusty bed and reminisce about that awful period of time, I am
silently grateful that I have never fallen back down into a pit of any kind.
After that particular experience I appreciated life much more, eventually
married and had my daughter Violet. But I was never able to escape the
pendulum, nobody can, as I slowly come to peace with the fact that the pendulum
is inescapable I whisper my last goodbye.
We don't run out to a parked after hurting someones feelings.
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